You can’t quit until you try
You can’t live until you die
You can’t learn to tell the truth
Until you learn to lie

You can’t breathe until you choke
You gotta laugh when you’re the joke
There’s nothing like a funeral to make you feel alive

Just open your eyes
Just open your eyes
And see that life is beautiful.
Will you swear on your life,
That no one will cry at my funeral?

~SIXX:A.M., Life is Beautiful

Story of My Life

Wow, I really need to update this more. Sorry guys, I didn't mean to abandon dA, things have just been really crazy lately. I'm half way through my 10th grade year and I haven't had a lot of time to do anything. But since I'm in the middle of a long winter break, I'd thought I'd finally update my journal.

Well, as I stated before, I am now in 10th grade! Nothing specail really, pretty much like 9th grade except gym is a lot more fun, the classes are a bit harder, and you don't get harrased for being a freshmen. So yeah, a pretty good year so far. It's been going really fast though, can't believe I'm halfway through 10th grade, it's really weird.

I hope everyone has a great holiday season and an excellent New Year! Let's make 2009 a good one


OBESSIONS

Over the summer and into the beginning of the school year I got into some new things, finally!

During summer vacation I started watching Burn Notice on USA. I only really got into it in the second season, but the first season aired when I was in school and I usually don't follow T.V. shows well when I'm in school. But it's a pretty good show, and funny as well. Check it out!

I become bored a lot during school, so I decided to start reading again! It made the time go by a lot faster, espcailly when I had nothing to do. My sister suggested Artemis Fowl, so I picked it up and I didn't put it down until I was finished with the sixth book. I FLEW through that series, it was sooo good! Espcailly the last few books, it was amazing. Even if there was a time paradox, but I've watched Star Trek before, they do worse things in that show then screwing around with time. Ugh, I really want the next book to come out but that won't happen for at least another three years D: I don't know what I'm going to do with my life!!!

Naruto! Yes, I'm still hooked. When will it end? I have no freakin' idea... the last few manga chapters have been FREAKING SAD. Good lord Kishimoto, might as well kill everyone off, that would been a good ending for the manga: and everyone DIED! I'm not bitter...

Stargate: Atlantis: Since my siblings and I have competely finished Stargate: SG1 (all ten seasons, 200+ episodes)we needed something else to obess on (mostly my sister) So my sister found out how amazing Stargate: Atlantis was! And now she's competely obessed and bought like 4 seasons of it and it's the only thing she wants to watch. I like it a lot, but I don't want to watch it every minute of the day! Good God. But it's still really good, it's not better or worse than Stargate: SG1, but you can't compare it to that, it's a great standalone even though it does tie in a lot with the other series.

Futurama!!! Omg, I that show! Godly! I love all of the movies (sadly, only own the first and third D but each movie is better than the last. Hehe, they're so funnnyy! <--- is NOT obessed or anything


dA Crap

I have been drawing, don't get me wrong. I've been drawing a lot actually. In art class we're doing a year round project, outside of the class actually. We're doing a picture story pretty much. You can do whatever size and medium you want, as a long as you are consistent. I'm using watercolor and pencil, I really like it so far. I did it pretty big in size, so the only way I'd be able to post it on here would be to take pictures of them and it'd be really crappy quality. But my art teacher said at the end of the year when everyone finished their's, they can make smaller copies, so I can hopefully have that done so I can post the pictures up here. I'm really proud of them, even if my art teacher didn't like some aspects of them. But I don't really listen to what she says anymore!





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I'll really try to update more, but I can't make any promises. I miss this place, when I used to be on like serveral times a day. I really do.


Don't do drugs and stay in school!

Darkangel12362

The faces all around me they don't smile they just crack
Waiting for our ship to come but our ships not coming back
We do have time like pennies in a jar
What are we saving for

There's a smell of stale feeling that's drinking from my skins
The drinking never stops because the drink absolves our sins
We sit and throw our roots into the floor
What are we waiting for

So give me something to believe
Cause I am living just to breathe
And I need something more
To keep on breathing for
So give me something to believe

~The Bravery, Believe

Story of My Life

Oh goodness, it's been a LONG time since I've updated my journal (not that many people read these...) but yaw. I'm on summer vacation now! This year went so fast, I can't believe that I'm already a sophomore! I have a feeling high school is going to go pretty fast for me.

I'm glad that summer is here, I pretty much shut down in..april. I can actually relax now and do what I want! I thought I would be bored out of my skull, but I've managed to keep busy lately. I went to Hershey park today for example! It was sooo much fun, and the weather was nice, even though it got hot at times. And I went on my first roller coaster! I was scared shitless but at the same time had a blast. It might be a while before I go on another coaster though... and I got sun burnt pretty badly in two random patches of skin. The rest of me just got a little tan, hmmm.

Well, my beloved computer is 'broken'. I dunno what happened to it excatly, but it's been down since sunday D: I now have to resort to using my brother's laptop.. and you can imagine how that works out. I hope it gets resolved soon, I don't like actually having a life!!

OBESSIONS

Ah, so many things have caught my attention lately! And they're all old things, har. Cardcaptor Sakura, Bleach, Naturo, Stargate SG-1, Matrix Trilogy.. augh! At least I'm occupied..


DA Crap

Most of my drawings have been presents for friends really.. as usual. I have gotten into water coloring lately and I also like pastels thanks to art class But right now summer has been making me pretty lazy and I don't really feel like doing much. But if I feel like it i'll draw something. Plus I have many friends birthday's coming up..

Jen

I'm not always like this
It's something, i become
A terrible weakness
In my nature, in my blood
Save me, oh save me, save me from myself
Before i hurt somebody else again

Domino motion jump starts when we touch
The blackout approaching
Here it comes now, wish me luck
It's all over, it's all over, it's all over in a flash
I can't remember,
What have I done now?

~Glittering Clouds, Imogen Heap

Story of My Life

Har, exactly three months since I've last updated. I've been lazy but school's also taken up a lot of my time. A lot has happened in the past three months though. I'm now 15 My birthday was a few weeks ago, the 25th of last month. I didn't really publicly announce it, I didn't really feel the need to. I got a lot of nice presents from my family and my lovely friends, they were all too kind ^_^. One of the cool presents I requested was Skullcandy lowrider headphones. They're really cool! --> Here's a picture [link]

I read reviews online, most people gave it bad reviews, saying it had crappy sound quality. Of course, they were comparing it to Bose and Bose is like top notch. These aren't like pro headphones, so considering that, they're pretty good. And look sweet also.

A little over a month ago I got me hair cut! I haven't gotten my hair cut since August '06. The split ends were horrible D: It's now about shoulder length and easier (somewhat) to maintain. Long hair is nice sometimes, but is a pain to comb and is yucky when it's really hot and humid out ><

Well, this past week I've been sick D: I caught the damn stomach bug that's been going around school. NOT FUN. The week before spring break and I missed two and 1/2 days :/ I'm feeling better, not 100% but hopefully by monday I'll be back to myself

..As the title states, I will be doing absolutely nothing for the next week. Thank GOD.

Obsessions!!

Naruto!!

Ugh, the manga has been driving me crazy. For the last like TWO months it's just been about Sasuke and Itachi duking it out.. yaw, it's supposed to be the final and destined fight blah blah blah, but it got old around the 5th week... Come on Kishimoto, the manga is called 'Naruto' not 'Sasuke' for heaven's sake..


Chrono Crusade!

Hrm, it's been like over a year since I've read any of the manga.. I kind of miss it. I may start reading it again.. I still haven't finished the mere like 7 volumes.. I suck D: But I am NOT watching the anime, they twisted the end so badly that I felt my stomach twist. Gah, horrible. *twitches*

DA Crap

Same old, same old. Nothing really new. I've been coloring more of my pictures and I am liking how they are turning out. It's taking me longer, but it's worth it

Aye, I decided not to have all the icons and flashy crap at the bottom of my journal, I dun know why, just annoyed me. Plus, all my friends know who they are.

Jen

Insanity laughs under pressure we're cracking
Can't we give ourselves one more chance
Why can't we give love that one more chance
Why can't we give love give love give love give love
give love give love give love give love give love
'Cause love's such an old fashioned word
And love dares you to care for
The people on the edge of the night
And loves dares you to change our way of
Caring about ourselves
This is our last dance
This is our last dance
This is ourselves
Under pressure
Under pressure
Pressure

~David Bowie/Queen, Under Pressure

The Story of my Life

I LIVE! It's been like.. 12 weeks since I've last updated my journal (not like anyone really reads these anyway). I've been busy with school and being well..lazy. but school's been going GREAT, I love it ^_^ And, egad, it's about 9 days until Christmas! Geeze, where did the time go? (ha, I sound like an old person xD) But seriously, seems like I just started High school and we're almost half way done the year! Bah, my brain still hasn't registered that I'm in highschool, but one of these days I might realize it. Probably not 'till after graduation

Oh, everyone, hope you have a great Holiday season and a wonderful New Year!

OBSESSIONS

Naruto!

Yes, I'm still a Narutard It's such an addicting show, I'm hooked T-T

Bleachhh!

Needed something a little new after a while, Bleach caught my attention a while ago, but I never looked into it. After a while I finally did, I'm glad I did! Bleach is freaking awesome! It's actually a lot like Naruto in some ways.. but it's unique it a lot of ways too. I'm hooked also xD


Imogen Heap

Ah, this women is absolutely AMAZING. Go listen to her, she will blow your mind. =]


Stargate SG1

Wee, for those sci-fi fans out there, an awesome show. Watch the movie, Stargate first, the series makes a bit more sense but you don't really need to watch the movie if you don't want to. Just some background knowledge really..


DA Crap

I've been drawing a lot lately, mostly because I'm giving them as part of Christmas gifts, so I've been drawing my ass off x: I've been trying a new style and I'm going to start inking my drawings (at least my good ones). I really, really, like how they turn out afterward. It takes more time but it looks twice as good. It's a lot more clear and it looks almost professional. I'm so happy And I've been getting better at poses, I'm trying out new things. Some are better than others.. but overall, Jen very happy :3



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In the car, I just can't wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Let´s go... don't wait... this night's almost over
Honest... let´s make... this night last forever
Forever, and ever... let´s make this last forever
Forever, and ever... let´s make this last forever

~ First Date, Blink 182

Story of My Life

Since when? (referring to title) Geeze, can't believe I'm in highschool already. I can remember the first day of kindergarden..vaugely
Anyways, Jen is loving highschool very much (yeah, I know, every other highschooler out there is probably going "AHAHA, SUCKER!!" ) but I actually do love it (so far anyway). Besides gym, Jen don't like no gym D:< I'm an artist (and lazybum) not a freakin' athlete! I don't mind exercising but I'm not running like 5 laps, s'crazy I tell you D:< I'm taking an art class, and I love it already! And I know where I'm going and everything and I'm very content :3 Well, tomorrow starts my third week as a freshman!


OBESSEIONS

Naruto!

Yes, the obession CONTINUES! I would watch the Nartuo Shippuden episodes, but like NOTHING happens! There's no progress. Ugh, it's driving me insane.

Anyway, the past month I've been frying my brain on fanfiction.net.. only the good ones, there are some...specail ones. But I mostly like the deep ones that still keep the character's personalilties. I don't like OOC stories. It's just too odd.



DA Crap

Yeah, I haven't posted anything in a while but I have been drawing! I'm working on a project in art, I drew something for an english project and have drawn somethings on the side. I'll post them when I get a chance. I won't be updating as much, school's gunna pretty much have my full attention.



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